you ignore me,
you disgust me,
I try to make you smile,
and you cast me aside.

tears fill my eyes,
and I am dessperate for you to come back,
but you won't.
when I recover
when I'm ready to move on,
you come back,
begging for me back.

Joy fills my heart,
and I quickly accept,
because I am childish and ignorant.

we walk together in the hall
not talking just walkigng
while people point us out,
we have become a big topic around the school.
this goes on all day.

It's the next day,
there's a new girl at school.
she looks really nice,

she is the new topic.

we sit at lunch,
you tell what I least wanted to hear.
My heart had been torn out,
you casted me aside.

again it is the next day.
I heard you asked new girl out.
she turned you down.
too bad.

you come back to me begging for forgiveness,
I reply with this,
"what am I to you?"
you don't answer,
I cast YOU aside.

never will I be cast aside again.